Today I found a friend who knew everything
I felt she knew my weakness and the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders and heard my dreams
she heard how I felt about life and love and knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me or tell me I was wrong she understood what I was going through and promised she'd stay long.
I reached out to this friend,to show her that I care, to pull her close and let her know how much I need her there.
I went to hold her hand to pull her a bit nearer and I realized this perfect friend I found was nothing but a mirror.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Oh Man!
Just when u think everything is falling into place, one stitch just has to run out and pulling at the rest!
Its soooooooooo frustrating when all that u plan suddenly is of no use and you have to plan all over again!!!!
i hate this!
Its soooooooooo frustrating when all that u plan suddenly is of no use and you have to plan all over again!!!!
i hate this!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
WHY?
how can someone fall sick on gokul ashtami?
be admitted under serious conditions on the first day of paryushan?
and be declared as a lost case on the first day of ganesh chaturthi?
i just dont get this!!!!
Losing my faith in God!
be admitted under serious conditions on the first day of paryushan?
and be declared as a lost case on the first day of ganesh chaturthi?
i just dont get this!!!!
Losing my faith in God!
Monday, September 10, 2007
Prayer
I read this ,in one of the mails i'd recieved today... titled kiddie prayers,
Exactly my sentiments ...,
Dear God,
Instead of letting people die,
and having to make new ones,
why dont you just keep the ones you got now?
Jane.
[:(]
Exactly my sentiments ...,
Dear God,
Instead of letting people die,
and having to make new ones,
why dont you just keep the ones you got now?
Jane.
[:(]
Time And Tide wait for no one!
Sleeping in my room,, relaxed after a particularly hot and tiring day.
Thinking about myself, thinking about my GRE prep and the exam.
Wondering if i wanted to go to the USA or was i simply better off here.
Thinking about the din outside, the dinner at night, the God damn world,
basically thinking about routine stuff,....
Least did i expect what happened next,
a friend called up, he was on the verge of tears , his mom had just been brought to lilavati hospital.
She was in a serious condition, the docs were'nt sure what she was suffering from n she was deteriorating by the minute.
Some said severe pneumonia was destroying her lungs and spreading to the rest of her body, some said it was an infection of the gall bladder.
A number of tests were being carried out..... the reports-All normal!
He was told that she might not survive if she doesnot show any signs of improvement in the next 6 hours!!
He was lost dint know whom to turn too...he'd lost his dad in a similar condition!
He need to talk , to cry, to let out his anger.....
And we spoke for a few minutes till he was needed again....
A part of me changed in those few minutes, my thoughts shifted from the din, the GRE , the USA, the routine to Life in general!
How important is anything in your life if the most important people in your life are no longer with you?
How important is an achievement when the very people who made of capable of it are no longer around to cheer you?
How important is your life?
I have no anwers ,
i m still wondering,,
In the mean time dear friend I hope your Mother gets well soon,
i hope she comes back home and prepares you a lovely meal, i hope she comes back home to work on those crochet that she so loves,
i hope she comes back soon to the nitty-gritty of daily work!
i hope she comes back soon.....
Wishing her Life and you Strength
Take Care
Thinking about myself, thinking about my GRE prep and the exam.
Wondering if i wanted to go to the USA or was i simply better off here.
Thinking about the din outside, the dinner at night, the God damn world,
basically thinking about routine stuff,....
Least did i expect what happened next,
a friend called up, he was on the verge of tears , his mom had just been brought to lilavati hospital.
She was in a serious condition, the docs were'nt sure what she was suffering from n she was deteriorating by the minute.
Some said severe pneumonia was destroying her lungs and spreading to the rest of her body, some said it was an infection of the gall bladder.
A number of tests were being carried out..... the reports-All normal!
He was told that she might not survive if she doesnot show any signs of improvement in the next 6 hours!!
He was lost dint know whom to turn too...he'd lost his dad in a similar condition!
He need to talk , to cry, to let out his anger.....
And we spoke for a few minutes till he was needed again....
A part of me changed in those few minutes, my thoughts shifted from the din, the GRE , the USA, the routine to Life in general!
How important is anything in your life if the most important people in your life are no longer with you?
How important is an achievement when the very people who made of capable of it are no longer around to cheer you?
How important is your life?
I have no anwers ,
i m still wondering,,
In the mean time dear friend I hope your Mother gets well soon,
i hope she comes back home and prepares you a lovely meal, i hope she comes back home to work on those crochet that she so loves,
i hope she comes back soon to the nitty-gritty of daily work!
i hope she comes back soon.....
Wishing her Life and you Strength
Take Care
Monday, September 3, 2007
I Passed :)
I held the sheet gingerly in my hands ,dint want it to get a single scratch,dint want it to fold from any end, dint want it to get torn from any side, it was special ,after all ,the best sheet i've held in four years!
My Passing Certificate... i had cleared, completed 4 years of undergrad!
It was exciting, i was practically thrilled!
I kept looking at the sheet for quite sometime ,just letting the feeling that , i had completed an important part of my education sink in!
I would be called a Doctor, it sounds so royal!
It was so ......i got no words for the feeling of happiness!
I loved it!
today was another one of my happy days!!
I m now an Occupational Therapist! [:)]
My Passing Certificate... i had cleared, completed 4 years of undergrad!
It was exciting, i was practically thrilled!
I kept looking at the sheet for quite sometime ,just letting the feeling that , i had completed an important part of my education sink in!
I would be called a Doctor, it sounds so royal!
It was so ......i got no words for the feeling of happiness!
I loved it!
today was another one of my happy days!!
I m now an Occupational Therapist! [:)]
Saturday, September 1, 2007
The Beach
walking on the beach ....
she saw urchins runnig around screamin power ranger-hum duniya ko bachaenge or something like that,, sounded very funny but very nice at the same time kids are kids after all whatever they do ...its all done so innocently so sweetly that u simply cannot not like them!
then she saw a number of couple some just sitting looking at the vast sea! some cosing up,some just sitting looking at everyone but each other!
she saw people gobbling up chunks of that lovely buttery butta, butter chana, some having mouth watering pani-puri, pav-bhaji n sandwiches!
it made her hungry watching them all eat,, she asked her friends and they went for a round of pani-puri! she wanted the pani-puri to be spicy even though she knew she would'nt be able to handle it..... after the 4th puri she looked all red,like she would cry any minute she almost choked on her 4th puri n said pls make the next one sweet i cant handle this! ! her friends started to laugh. it was one of those days when whatever happens to you u dont get perturbed,, ur happy ,in mood! :)
they then went for a stroll in the beach water! dirty though it was ,,filled with all kinds of things from plastic bags to god knows what! they dint care, the water felt cool.. n the evening was very calm n pleasant!
they stood in the cold water for almost half an hour to 45 mins n dint feel like going back but they had to... it was geting late n they still had desserts to eat! yummm!!!
so they left,, she saw a kid at that point on a make-bike. there was music on the little bike,, some loud hindi song the kinds that makes u wanna dance! n the kid was so happy he went round and round.... when he neared us he tried to honk but since the bike did not have a horn he had to stop ... he raised his eyebrows in irritation n she noticed the wrinkles on his forehead! they dint look good on a boy so happy! she stopped made her friends stop n made way for the boy let him pass!
he smiled again! he was haapy again the wrinkles dissappeared! it was such a lovely day!
they then had dessert at a very famous place watermelon milkshake, kiwi cream, rocher's icecream n green chilli icecream! the green chilli icecream actually had a spicy tinge to it! but the ice cream over all was pathetic they couldnt eat it!
but the rest of it was yuummmmm.......
she licked of every bit of everything! it was soo good!
the day was just perfect!
this was my perfect today :)
i hope i have more of such lovely, perfect, friend filled days in my life! in the years to come :)
she saw urchins runnig around screamin power ranger-hum duniya ko bachaenge or something like that,, sounded very funny but very nice at the same time kids are kids after all whatever they do ...its all done so innocently so sweetly that u simply cannot not like them!
then she saw a number of couple some just sitting looking at the vast sea! some cosing up,some just sitting looking at everyone but each other!
she saw people gobbling up chunks of that lovely buttery butta, butter chana, some having mouth watering pani-puri, pav-bhaji n sandwiches!
it made her hungry watching them all eat,, she asked her friends and they went for a round of pani-puri! she wanted the pani-puri to be spicy even though she knew she would'nt be able to handle it..... after the 4th puri she looked all red,like she would cry any minute she almost choked on her 4th puri n said pls make the next one sweet i cant handle this! ! her friends started to laugh. it was one of those days when whatever happens to you u dont get perturbed,, ur happy ,in mood! :)
they then went for a stroll in the beach water! dirty though it was ,,filled with all kinds of things from plastic bags to god knows what! they dint care, the water felt cool.. n the evening was very calm n pleasant!
they stood in the cold water for almost half an hour to 45 mins n dint feel like going back but they had to... it was geting late n they still had desserts to eat! yummm!!!
so they left,, she saw a kid at that point on a make-bike. there was music on the little bike,, some loud hindi song the kinds that makes u wanna dance! n the kid was so happy he went round and round.... when he neared us he tried to honk but since the bike did not have a horn he had to stop ... he raised his eyebrows in irritation n she noticed the wrinkles on his forehead! they dint look good on a boy so happy! she stopped made her friends stop n made way for the boy let him pass!
he smiled again! he was haapy again the wrinkles dissappeared! it was such a lovely day!
they then had dessert at a very famous place watermelon milkshake, kiwi cream, rocher's icecream n green chilli icecream! the green chilli icecream actually had a spicy tinge to it! but the ice cream over all was pathetic they couldnt eat it!
but the rest of it was yuummmmm.......
she licked of every bit of everything! it was soo good!
the day was just perfect!
this was my perfect today :)
i hope i have more of such lovely, perfect, friend filled days in my life! in the years to come :)
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Weird Thoughts!
i had written this poetry years ago..in my diary..tht was back when i was a kid in my 11th std!
thought i'd put it up here......
a girl,a wheel,
a wink,a deal,
a boy,a kiss,
a mrs. from a miss,
a baby some money,
what was the deal honey?
a door,a way,
a day of dismay,
for a girl who signed,
a contract of a kind!
pretty neat huh? hmm.m.m.......
weird stuff filled in my head....much to pen donw very little time!
till next time adios!
thought i'd put it up here......
a girl,a wheel,
a wink,a deal,
a boy,a kiss,
a mrs. from a miss,
a baby some money,
what was the deal honey?
a door,a way,
a day of dismay,
for a girl who signed,
a contract of a kind!
pretty neat huh? hmm.m.m.......
weird stuff filled in my head....much to pen donw very little time!
till next time adios!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
ME
new in here! i joined this blogging space almost 5 months ago but well i simply never used it!
busy ?? na...
anyways for a start lemme talk about myself.....
as my profile reads i can be irritating, weird, funny, ridiculous,basically very moody all at one time!
for people who know me well know just when how to react / respond! others its gets a little difficult! not everyone understands me, n i dont blame them it has been difficult for me to understand myself over these years! though i do see a ray of hope now! maturing people say! maybe......
i m doing occupational therapy...and not accupuncture as people in india take it to be......
Occupational therapist as the name says i deal with people's occupations .....problems they face in their job, their homes, because of any illness, loss of limbs, any disease!
my job is to make people absolutely independent in whatever work they do..with whatever aids or exercises or other stuff..
my job is therefore of rehabilition in most ways.....
my job is the remaining 50% of the outcome of most surgeries,most medical treatments...... i aid the surgeon in getting the patient out of the hospital asap....
i m proud of what i do..i see the happiness in the eyes of people we treat n i know that i love my job!
so much for today....
sheel
busy ?? na...
anyways for a start lemme talk about myself.....
as my profile reads i can be irritating, weird, funny, ridiculous,basically very moody all at one time!
for people who know me well know just when how to react / respond! others its gets a little difficult! not everyone understands me, n i dont blame them it has been difficult for me to understand myself over these years! though i do see a ray of hope now! maturing people say! maybe......
i m doing occupational therapy...and not accupuncture as people in india take it to be......
Occupational therapist as the name says i deal with people's occupations .....problems they face in their job, their homes, because of any illness, loss of limbs, any disease!
my job is to make people absolutely independent in whatever work they do..with whatever aids or exercises or other stuff..
my job is therefore of rehabilition in most ways.....
my job is the remaining 50% of the outcome of most surgeries,most medical treatments...... i aid the surgeon in getting the patient out of the hospital asap....
i m proud of what i do..i see the happiness in the eyes of people we treat n i know that i love my job!
so much for today....
sheel
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