I wish i could just understand myself! somedays i feel like i know everything about me and other days i feel like i dont know myself at all.... like nothing i do makes any sense to me!
and yet i do it!
I never demand, i never ask, but i feel right? I get upset, I wish things were different but i dont say it! i dont say it till its gets too out of control and then i blurt out. But then its too late and its feels like i have changed... when i really haven't i just din't say it earlier becasue i could not!
People think i am rash and bold and frank! I dont think so... yea i say a lot of things but i just say things that other girls wont but i dont give out my emotions! I might cooly say bad words, i might call people names on thier face, i might party like a nut and scream like an idiot but i wont tell you if u hurt me till i cant bear it anymore! Thats me, and if u dont know that you dont really know me.. you like the girl who can bear it all but you dont like the girl who gives up in the end! and i am that girl who gives up in the end! I cant bear it anymore!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
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