Fear

Walking in the dark,
a sole loner,
there is no one who knows me,
there is no one who owns me.

I am on my way,
treading along a path,
i have never been here before,
i have never been so scared,
i fear i might go blind!

You turn up from no where,
and hold my hand,
it feels so warm,
this human affection!

you grab me into the light,
show me a world i've never seen before,
but i close my eyes,
the light burns them!

I am scared, i fear losing,
what i might never learn to own!

I fear hate,
so i learn not to love,
i fear ridicule,
so i decide and shut up,
i fear this light,
so i live in darkness!

But you force me,
make me open my eyes,
i let the light wander in,
as i fear i might go blind!

I fear crying,
so i learn not to laugh,
i fear heights,
so i bury myself deep into the grounds.

But you force me to laugh and cry out my pain,
so i try and smile,
and let the tears out of my eyes,
as i fear i might go blind.

I fear flying,
so i never look up,
i fear i might be wrong,
so i never think.

But you force me,
hold me and touch me,
make me look at the sky,
i take in the beauty,
as i fear i might go blind!

I fear life, i fear pain,
i fear hutrt and i fear death,
i fear love and i fear fame,
so please hold me close,
but not so tight,
that i might fear losing you,
as i fear i might go blind,
Blind in love with you!

Hm.mm.m...... sounds good to me [:)] its not about me but just a lil imagination!
my train of thoughts runs wild at times!